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Basil Plant at only Five Bucks, or was it seven.

So anyway, yestrday was rather dry yet a good one. Accompanied uncle bat and aunt el to get plants. They fetch be at 2pm and reached about 2.30pm, and left the place only at about 6pm. Notforgetting, they brought Baby Baeseily along. However, she did not cry as much as we thought she would, in fact, she slept through for that 3hours plus under yesterday's 'humid like SIAU!' sun. ut in the end of the shopping spree, she cried and cried and cried, because she is hungry. ahahahhh!!

So yes! aunt El, bought Granny a BASIL PLANT!!

Eventhough it is a holiday for me and for most of us, i find myself waking up as early as now eventhough Mummy Daddy or basicly no one waking e up. What is my problem? Probably I do not want to waste a single moment of my holidays. ahahahh!! What a reason to give. Then again, I miss Swimming. I think it has been a year or so?? Gesss, so much for "I Love Swimming" ahahahahh!!

To end it of, isn't it weird to have a friend to dress the same way you do. To have the same fashion senses and whenever you go out both of you will be the "Unoriginal" people for the day. Only beacause your friends are dressing up the way you do. I find it irritating.
I getting frustrated if anyone would have the appareal or at least the same shoe or backpack as i do. Then again, you cannot be as unique as you think you are because there are sure to have some one to have the same stuff as you do.
BALLZzz..
To think back, So Isn't It Weird To HAve Your Friends To dress Up The Way You Do?
HELL IT IS WEIRD!!

Till then, I want to go swimming!!!

This Moment.

I had a 100% Partically Fruitful Day, yesterday and hoping for another for today and the rest of my life.

Now that I am waiting to apply in january, I would like a job.
I do not mind babysitting.
I mind waitressing, only because I am very bad with trays.

I am choosy.
Ouh well, five Months. !!DIE!!

Two Feets..

I have my two feets on the ground and I never fail to stand up.
I spent my past few days living my life normally and occupying every single moment I have in 2008. Year end is reaching and I thought of having a change of celebration this year. In sead o fthe usual "Daddy bring me to Marina to see fire works", I was thinking of celebrating with my friends.
I have made a few friends and I might never see them again, based on some reasons.

Yesterday, 25th October 2008, was 'Jessica's Sweet 18th'. It was a "Woho0o0" and alot of "Apa Itu's" cause they partially spoke *Tigerlog. It was a "close friends only" invitation, it was at Yishun Safra. Her parents must have spent alot for this very occation. To Jess: Happy Happy Birthday.

To end this post, I would express myself for this very moment.
It is frustrating to have one repeat themselves over and over again. I get tensed up over such minor stuff and I am not proud of myself. I am a LEO, so what. Well, I have to admit that I have bushy hair and people are sort of afraid of me at times, but I am really not that bad.
I have mum searching through the internet for Travel Packages for the year, but it seems like the internet is getting worst. They linked us to spots that hardly have anything to do with Traveling. Frustrating Much. Made us spent minutes just to find the appropriate website and not the location yet. So is internet a bad thing or a good thing??
And yesterday, I saw a Few Months Baby Flew Off Its Pram Onto The Ground In Its Face. I was SUPER SHOCKED!! So I started calculating how it feels to have myself land on my face. So I was "all physics" on it.
My weight is about 45kg. So the Potential Energy would be 4500J from 10meters high. So if I want to calculate the impact on only my face, it would be 1/5 of the whole area of my body that touches the ground. Therefore, the total energy on my face would be 800J. So if I want to feel how the babby felt, I would need some one to throw down a mass of 8Kg on my face from 10meters high. !OUCH! Just to calculate it is painfully enough. And not forgetting how fragile babby bones are. gross!!

Till then, stay safe and take care people!!

What Now?

Sad and afraid. Having to know that J&D may loss a member got me thinking how incredible God could test us to this extend.

We all know, A Promise Is A Promise. If you cannot handle the promise, then do not bother making that promise.

I teared after reading Mr. Greatful's post "A Promise" on 21 October 2008. How could Mr. Greatful give up on his dance and J&D over a promise?? What promise is it? Why is it that every single time when we have something up our head, we would talk it out and that he would not? I really wished he would talk it out with us.

Dear Mr. Greatful: What is going on? How long are you going to keep this to yourself? Will you even say "Goodbye" to us even before you leave? This seemed rather a huge drama for us, or at least me. But this' totally Fucked Up. What is going on?? Time to time I called you up to check on you but nothing have ever been told to me. Are you not willing to share anything with us now? God is simply challenging all of us every day and night. It is time you stepped up and realise it. You have been the bestest friend that I have truely trusted 100% on and I really do want you to be part of J&D regardless of anything. Nothing should tear us apart and nothing will tear us apart if you just trust to us and we will pull through whatsoever that comes up. Ouh please, please please consider. Dance is what we do, but dance is what you love. J&D are just humans like him and her, but we are humans that care, alot, for you. Mr. Greatful, please please explain to us what is going on? I, personally, cannot be left hanging like this. Please, please leave me an SMS. I'll be waiting.

Not forgetting, "No One Gets Left Behind".

Call it drama, and I'll tell you it's Serious Shit.

"Pop-up's"..

M. Farhan would like to complain how pop-ups can be. Well, infact, I feel his pain, most of us do.
Pop-ups are like KPO People, they are unwanted but they still POPped infront of our face.

Today was supposed to be a melo day, but it was not. Well, at least, for our class, our result was predictable right after we did the paper. Then again, I had a good laugh, laughing at those who cried cause the result was so predictable.


Part II
Poor Naqi hospitalised. He is one cranky old man in his bed. ahahahahhh!! Too bad he can't laugh along. ahahahahahhh!!

Disaster.

Today was not much of a fruitful day but a total disaster where I find myself being hurt once again.
It is rather incredible how often I have been hurt these days by the very same person.

However, it is rather surprising how he train hopped to find me in the train. That I truly appreciate.

Then again, I break down over the fact that I have kept so much in me without yelling them out. Its heart wrecking to see myself change from a carefree child to a depressed over-stressing child over the littlest things in life. So knowing it is the littlest things, then why am I so hurt about it? So is it really the littlest?
Crying seems to be the only remedy to a certain extand. Then again, it will be a disaster to have any of my family member to see me break down to tears. Then it will be a long talk with them which I ,seriously, do not want to share.
Life's tough when it's tough and fine when everything is great.

I would like to end this post with the fact that, I have yet to spent 2008 fruitfully with the greatest moments in life than I should. It was much more like a struggle when I and M. Farhan went towards different directions every morning for school, when he continues to travel towards the North, while I travelled towards the West. In addition, we could hardly find the time to spent quality time together and catch up with what was going on. It did tore us apart to a very huge extent that we constantly misunderstood each other cause the other to be hurt. Causing us to least understand each other by the day. And now, I an officially confused, hurt and breatheless, causing me to have constant breakdowns even while I am waiting for the "green man" to turn on.
It is simply dissappointing to see myself change into someone that I thought I would never be. As I am typing right now, I am crying and at the same time, putting myself back together again. Being a cheerful child to a depressed one seems not me at all. I used to be the one that J&D turns to for laughter and fun. However, now, I find myself inthe corner, not talking as much as I used too.
Having quarrels are the last thing I what to occur.
Having to go through the same situation or to repeat myself is truely irritating.

*If ciggerates are only way out. I'd like to try one, then again, it'll be against my principles.

Part I
Random People Rox!

The combo package of me, Shoe and Zann are truely amazing! ahahahahh!! Zann will come up with her Funny Yet Not Funny jokes.
Bought Happy meal from Mac and I am already a Happy Person. =D
We went shopping and had a whole lot of photoshots taken. I would upload them when I am free, there's just too muchh. So yes! Random People Rox!

Part II
J&D, thanks for the surprise.

Sadly, I was supposed to meet up with J&D at AMK HUB and guess I was late and had to rushed home. They sounded very dissappointed and I am disappointed too at myself. And today, Kinne came into the train with a Paper Bag full of Donuts for ME!! I was supperb SHOCKED!! Well, it was from the J&D and they actually wanted to give me during the meet up, but I was irresponsible. Then again, they even got ready a Big Card Of Everything and !DANG! was I falling in love with the J&D.
I nope! I did not forget about Eikel, "Thanks for the donuts too Eikel!!".

I am so touched by J&D, and alittle of Eikel, for surprising me. They knew I love surprises and, what more, DONUTS! I love donuts. And they knew I have hand-made gifts. I love them of ouh so dearly.

Having to have troubles and problems around me these days do stressed the hell out of me and J&D are just the one I need. They are always here and there, they are not hard to reach and they are so understanding. J&D are the people who does the smallest thing, big.

Conclude.
God is fair. God made friends for us to turn to, cause she knows there will bound to be problems. J&D are people that does not come along now and then but will always be around. However, there are some friends that one will never get along. For me, I will just chuck them aside and live life like nothing has happen. My love life?? I have no idea where it is leading me to but there will always be something waiting for me to Blow My Heads Off. ahahahahh!!

Love J&D to the max. & must shop with Zann & Shoe AGAIN.

Look sideways.

It is rather weird that my templete was chosen this glass painting "whatever you wanna call it". Just look at my drawing, how "Wonderful" it is! ahahahahh!! I know, I know, I am very bad at drawing. And colouring?? I love colouring. I love colouring since I was young in fact, however, I am bad in my colour combinations. ahahahahh!!
So yes! While people like Shoe, Shaqirah and M. Helmi went for bowling, I had to do that in school. I guess it was rather fun afterall. I mean, it has been about 3 years now since I had Art Lessons or even did ART.

I am proud of myself for accomplishing such a masterpiece for the school. WOW! ahahahahahh!! * who am I kidding man.

Till then, can't wait to see Zann and Shoe tomorrow.!!!!

Say What?

Mus': "Blonde Moment", "Cheerleader smackdown"
Rose's: "Harlooow"
Shikin's: "Poke-poke"
Zann's: "must Beat, Beat"
>Shoe's: "Got it online"
People with random words that straight from their heart. I would have to agree that random people makes me happy and they are the bestest of them all.It is so often to hear someone getting their stuff from shopping mallls that exsist, however, for Shoe, it has always been online. Where she got her wonderful stuff are so predictable and it has been bougt online most of the time. People like those stated up there are some random people I adore dearly. Without them, I guess there is never such a thing as "Laughter" or "Fun". Love them all.


Pull Away.

I have been all drama with Mr. Buggy when he's messages starts to irritated me time and time again. How can he bug me this much and tell me what to do, it is like "Who are you to me?!". Basically, Mr. Buggy is just another friend and he is treating me as though I am his'. Darn! What is his problem. He is wasting my messages and money at the same time. He is like the cherry to ruin another day of mine, and who freaking care that he actually kissed a guy's lips. Gross much. Ewwww.
Whatever. If only I could change my cellphone number without much questions from mummy.
Someone please help me to pull Mr. Buggy awa. I am sick and tired of him and his "find away to contact herdy" I just him so desperate.
Mr. 5A2 was right that Mr. Buggy is so totally over-protective.

cryingg over spilt milk.