Today was a whole afternoon with Cousin Fizah. Let's just say it was not what we expect our shopping spree to be. I got Brother a gift for his Birthday, however, I do not know how he will take it, knowing he did not appreciate my last gift, "a boxer". Like whatever, I guess he has not reach the point of appreciating but complaining. Ouh P.please.

So yes, Eventhough I have something, I thought of getting another to replace last year's "ugly gift".

Back to today's shopping, we both went the whole of shopping centres from orchard and somerset and, back to, Orchard and we did not get a single thing for ourselves. ahahh!! we were so frustrated, but it sure was a fruitful day with Cousin.
Then came home and playing Nitendo Wii with Cousin, and boyyyy, was she very excited about it. ahahahh!!

Till then, take care people!

Kinne was so nice to company for my medical check up today, after her examination at 11.15am just now; Hubbi was unable to comapny me because he had school.
Anyways, I had fun talking-talk-talking to her all the way. There seemed to be so much to talk about. ahahh!! It was dang fun. There was so much laughter and catching up. ahahha!!

Thank You Kinne!!! =D

Then again, I feel guilty having her company me when she has Accounts Examination tomorrow morning. Till then, take care people.

P.s: Kinne! your birthday coming!!! What you want huh?? hehe.

today.i.am.not.feeling.as.happy.as.i.was.on.Monaday.and.Tuesday.i.feel.so.uncomfortable.in.this.home. for.some.reasons.i.feel.much.comfortable.out.and.about.than.home.just.hoping.i.will.get.over.with.all this.and.hopefully.i.heal.quicker.too.
btw.i.miss.Hubbi.and.J&D.See.ya'll.soon.okay.
plus.zann.i.am.sticking.to.the.deal.

Two days ago was a day out with MinahZANN again. ahahh! I know, "How often we meet each other?!!" I was not the bestest outing but it was still a great one, ignoring the cold rainy weather. Apparently, she does not eat vegetables too. YEA!!! Now i got a friend to ask Apek "..and No vegetables please. Thank you." ahahh!!

Yesterday was a half day with Hubbi Farhan. It was one of the best "meet each other" EVER. ahahh!! only because we have not seen each for many many weeks. More than 3 weeks if I am not wrong, however, it felt like months though.
He hugged be so tight, I likeee.. ahahah!! well, I hugged him tight too. I missed him so much larh!! And in the night, we put my "free in-coming calls" to the test. ahahh!! We talked on the phone till we forget our favourite series, "CSI". muahahah!! I am so glad I and him have something in comman. ahahah!!

OkayOkay. It is obvious how happy I am.Till then, take care people.

After cnsidering how my whole weekend was, it was not a good one. Yesterday's post was in the morning, therefore, it was not as accurate as today's.

My weekend was filled with drama. Lets jus say there were over-rule of emotions and actions were made. For now, I live in phobia and hoping to get over it.

Let's just end here before I start crying. Plus, I am hoping today's out with Minah will help me forget things.<br>Till then, take care people.

My weekends for now has been great. Friday, i managed to recover alittle and Yesterday I totally recovered because of SHOPPING at Johor, once again. woho0. I feel real good.

Plus, I am so looking forward to 7th march of the Milo volunteering thingy. Once agagin, Kinna and me reunite. muahahahh!! Then after the that, we'll be heading down to Plaza Singapura to support Mus Fit. with his Dance Works competition and Hopefully, Rose could make it too.

Initially, Hubbi wanted to treat me Green Tea Frappe that he owe me today, but i can't only because its the weekend. So he decided to send it to me on one of the day tomorrow. Ahahh! SO sweet.

So anyway, next Friday will be a day out with Cousin Fizah and she will be staying over at my place to play Wii, like "weeeeee".
Till then, take care ya'll. Looking forward to SCHOOL.

These days it has been nothing but a pain in my ass. Granny has all this "atitude" going on. Brother has these "Daily going out". And when I just want to go out today, Mum has issue about it and I and stuck at home once again. Plus, Farhan has been giving me a hard time too.

I don't realli know why God wants me to live this life when I have done nothing to hurt anyone. I mean, if you need or want something, YOU ASK NICELY. You tell me not to do that ever again, AND I NEVER DO IT AGAIN.

Granny always says these line "I die better right!". To me, if by now she is not dead yet, it means God does not want her yet. Do you not agree?? Granny thinks by YELLING she gain respect because she is like ^) plus years old and we MUST respecther. If she is not going to respect us, we ain't gonna give her respect. We let her do what she wants, we never stop her. She did the laundry and what not, but we never told her to do it. In fact, we told her she doesn't need to do anything only because we do housework ever Saturday and sometimes in the middle of a weeknight when Mum's not in a good mood. So its like, no matter how hard she has clean this home of ours, me and my family will still clean the whole house.

As for Brother, he has been nothing but selfish. By the way, its been about only a year or a few months since he passed his bike and he has tons of summon. Plus, he does not own a bike. like seirous, it is not his, it is my Granny's.
Brother rudely continuosly rode Granny's bike off everywhere he goes and refuse to take the public transport. WOW! I find it very, STUCK UP.
& when Granny whats to use the bike for her own personal use like going somewhere or something like that and told him she will be using the bike, my brother would actully throw temper. LIKE WHAT!! It is her bike afterall; And granny actually took the public transport! Wah! That is seriously disrespectful I tell you. It is not your property so DON'T TOUCH IT!
So then, after a few months, Granny got herself a new bike and gave the old one to Brother. So he is rather glad he has his own bike now. But Mummy insisted that he pain Granny for that old bike, but I doubt he even pain her. Afterall, he is very selfish with his money, VERY I TELL YOU! So recently you brother said this "Why take bus or public transport when got ..." so yea, he shut hs gap on that last word which is suppose to be "BIKE". WAH!! i feel that it is very ruse for him to say that, considering that it is not his at all.

Plus, my parents only paid both bike and car lessons for him for his future. In case of such recessions.
I really don't think he is mature enough considering he his turning 21 years old soon.

Till then, I need a route outta this place.

This picture was taken last year, could not realli remember when. So yea, Daddy and his Boncet posing.ahahh!! Apparently, Daddy flew off yesterday at about 4.25pm and I started to miss him alot right before I slept for the night.

I had misses and tears on my lovely fluffed pillow.
However, I know he will be back soon eventhough I know it will not be real soon. If I am not wrong, he will be back in about a month time or longer.

{So anyway, as many may know, I am the kind of person where "you don't have to tell me twice" kindda person. I am a very on time person, and I do not mine waiting. I have tons patience. I am a very open person, if I say "Your hair is ugly", I really mean it. If I ask you to "Stop it or Shut Up", you better SHUT UP. If you mistreat me, Its The End Of Us. I do not talk much, I just make you feel guilty.}

Over the weekends, Daddy brought us to Johor to eat seafood, I had lots of CRAB.!WOW! I and Mummy have be craving for crabs for sometime already.
Before, we headed home, we wanted to go grocery shopping because it is much cheaper there. Once we entered the new JUSCO, we just had to go shopping first. ahahh!!

Daddy bought Mummy two pairs of heels and a top, bought me a top and socks and accessories. * I am starting to love collecting accessories eventhough i do not wear much. hehe. and Daddy bought the whol family a Nitendo Wii. hehe. We all so happy!!!

However, the sad news will be, Daddy will be flying for work TOMORROW. ("_) I so sadd.

till then, take care people!

electrikluvv.lj

Lalabanana I just got a freaking you number for after having it I since Primary Five. ahahahh!! So yes! Do leave me an e-mail if I have not inform you my number. Unless I think you are not worth having my number at all. ahahahh!! So yes, e-mail me at herdawati_dwi_liyana@hotmail.com so yesyes! Email me.

Now , I can text all you people as much as I want with my new "Unlimited Sms" and "Free Incoming Call" Muhahahahh!! NO MORE PODLITE CONTRACT!
So yes! I am feeling gay, happy and excited all at the same time; eventhough gay and happy means the same. ahahh!! I pantat!

Till then, take care people!

*Laughing My Ass Off.
Just received this mail from the People's Association a moment ago and I am still having doubts about having to participate this year. I have to admit that having them to pull me away into a different group from my family members last year got me so lost for the 1st few months, as it reaches to the 9th of August, I gained more friends.

However, it is a rather tiring and sweaty thing to do. However, we get free food. At times, we eve get ice ceam and durian and pudding and more ice cream. ahahh!! okay fine! My man concern is getting those swensens ice cream. ahahahhh!! For sweet stuff.

It states there that only 200 participants will be needed; meaning more auditions. ahahahh!! Okay whatever.

I think Mummy's joining again this year, she every year also want to join, since 2000. ahahahhh!!

Lastest updates, I am addicted to Beyonce- Halo. WOho0o0!! Beyonce rox till the end!! Rox Rox Rox!
PLus, ZannShuuy and me is so hooked to calling ourselves Minahs when we are not even close to being one. ahahahh!! Plus, we are trying very hard to speck in Bahasa Melayu when I and Zann barely specking any Melayu at all. ahahahhh!! Okayokay. Very funny minahz.

Just got a call from RustyRose and will be having a date with the J&D soon, like about 6.30pm. This is one of the moment where I can say "AT LASTtt!!!";in a good way though. We had so much difficulty in meeting up eversince they started school early this year. Miss them so much! Today must must take tons of pictures!. memories.

Till then, lovin' today!

A photo I took of my Younger Cousin, last year. Just look at the picture.
Those teeth are everywhen and he still as happy as he can be.
I Want To Be Him.

Missing everything I used to do. Missing all that happiness that I used to have. These days, it has been nothing complication and pain.
I have been hoping for all this end, and I am still hoping right now.

Till then, I am lovin' and missing my M. Farhan.

Ponds. Water. Tears.
Ponds are just one of the things I hate in the world, but I still accept them in my life. While Water is what I love to play, but not till it is in the Pond. Tears are the last thing anyone wants to see, but I see them often in the mirrors and on my sheets.

Things are pretty much fucked up when all you people bother is how you look.
MIJ SHOe, told me something that probably I cannot explain to you people, but she managed to out them in words "what matters is that the ppl ard him still love him as he is."
Thanks Shuuy. Love you.

So yes! Does it really takes a stranger to tell you how you look, or from me? You never listen to me anyway. All I can say is that you are afraid of truth. Right? Admit it. Or probably the word is "Sensitive". dang!, whatever, you'd rather stay with those friends you call your "brothers".
Blabla.